Iam recently widowd and am trying to get use to it,I have only one habit ,that is smoking, but iam trying to quit.I have a smal dog that my husband bought for me befor he died,gracie is nonviolent,e no bad habits. I live on widows benifits mothly.I have no children,and iam from no.california,staying with friend,but cannot live here.so,iam reching out to you.